mame3zok雑記

i'm just a drummer. i'm just a rider. i love dogs. i love the greatest japanese rock band SPITZ!

choice

i have a right to choose to do something any time. there are many options in front of me, some are what i really like, some i really hate, and some seem not so important for me. unfortunately i often forget i have that right, feeling obliged to do something by some external factors.
i realize i must keep it in mind that i can do what i want any time. i'm free. i have a freedom. the gate of the soul cage is always opened. i can make a choice for my better tomorrow, for my better future. sometimes i need to choose a hardship to get better harvest some time later. anyway it's good i can choose even if the option is hard to do. i can choose to be a slave or a slave-owner.
Not only that, i must also remember that what i am now is all the result from what i chose yesterday, what i have chosen ever since i learned to choose. i know i've made some bad choices, and i keep cleaning up my mess by myself. still, i try to make a better choice.